It's not about ME.
Paul states that he has been crucified WITH Christ. "With" means that he shared, and still shares, in the suffering of Christ. Not only does he share in the suffering, but he also shares in the death of his flesh/sinful being just as Christ's physical being was murdered. Paul's conclusion is that he is no longer the one living his very own life, but Christ is living through him, the once empty vessel of flesh is now filled with the Spirit of the Living God. Paul now lives by faith alone....faith that the Holy Spirit will always lead & sustain us.