we are the lost son, we wander, and stray, and waste the riches and gift our father has blessed us with, but out lord and heavenly father awaits us and rejoices in our repentence, so repent and love the lord our god, come to him and say "surely i have sinned against you and am not worthy of your glory" and he will bless you, humble yourself before the lord our god and follow him in your ways.

Luke 15:11