The Least I Can Do
We receive so much praise as ministers. And much criticism, too. But it's the praise that catches us. And though I always attempt to redirect it, to the team, to the Lord, I confess that I never stop hoping for it. Wanting to be appreciated, especially by men, may be natural. It may not be sinful, in and of itself. But it can ensnare us. While my commitment to the Lord and His call on my life is tested daily, perhaps He is showing me here that my expectations in return for my "faithful service" are out of alignment. Or that I even have expectations at all. Today the Lord reminds me that even as I renew my commitment, increase my effectiveness and service, and realize true significance at home and in His work, I'm still only doing the bidding of my Master. And this is not deserving of special praise or thanks. I'm already an heir. What more can I expect or desire? I do know that the Lord WILL bless and provide. Even abundantly, if He wills. But this is due to His unfailing love, not because of my great success in following his statues and callings. I fail at those things. Every day. We all do. Yet He loves! So, what shall I repay the Lord for all His goodness to me? Today I will follow. Today I will thank Him. Today I will live out that thanks, struggling with all His energy. And I will set out to do it again tomorrow. By His grace.
