Tue, Feb 3, 2009
Fast forward
I've been pregnant twice and I always think of that when I read about waiting. As believers we hope for what comes after this life- we can't even wrap our minds around it but it's gonna be good! And this anticipation and hope keeps us going. I know I had to be preggers for 9 months (and I never wanted to baby to be born too early)- but man, SO uncomfortable. When you have the promise of what's to come- waiting is hard! The baby will be amazing (and my boys are awesome- more than I ever could have hoped for even!) but oh the waiting... the sleepless nights, the being uncomfortable, the anxiety.
We pray for God's will to be accomplished but it's a little scary you know? Sometimes we have no idea what to expect. I love in times when I just don't know- hear me now, I HATE not knowing. I've often wished I had a remote control so that I could fast forward into the future to see how certain circumstances truned out. You know, the "no-faith required" walk with God- but when we don't know what to expect, what to pray, what to believe for, what decision to make, which way to go- the Spirit comes in to help us out. He may not give us all the answers but He brings peace, guidance, the reminder that it's going to be okay- that this is a season and the only way to please God through the times of unknowing is to trust Him. I knew a baby was the outcome of those 9 months. But I had no clue what to expect, what labor would be like, how to be a parent, how to do anything- it was like excitement tangled up with anxiety. But then I'd feel a kick or something and just be reminded that I may not know, but God does- and He'll show me how to do this. Peace.
We may go through uncomfortable times, experience things we hate, encounter trials that are difficult- but God can use everything- even every detour to bring glory to Him. And then hey, others can use our story to sprinkle their own trial with some hope. God is good!
We pray for God's will to be accomplished but it's a little scary you know? Sometimes we have no idea what to expect. I love in times when I just don't know- hear me now, I HATE not knowing. I've often wished I had a remote control so that I could fast forward into the future to see how certain circumstances truned out. You know, the "no-faith required" walk with God- but when we don't know what to expect, what to pray, what to believe for, what decision to make, which way to go- the Spirit comes in to help us out. He may not give us all the answers but He brings peace, guidance, the reminder that it's going to be okay- that this is a season and the only way to please God through the times of unknowing is to trust Him. I knew a baby was the outcome of those 9 months. But I had no clue what to expect, what labor would be like, how to be a parent, how to do anything- it was like excitement tangled up with anxiety. But then I'd feel a kick or something and just be reminded that I may not know, but God does- and He'll show me how to do this. Peace.
We may go through uncomfortable times, experience things we hate, encounter trials that are difficult- but God can use everything- even every detour to bring glory to Him. And then hey, others can use our story to sprinkle their own trial with some hope. God is good!