Jesus is our reward
Lord help me to forget what is behind. Help me to forget about Jason's suffering, my super terrible results, how I have screwed up partially because of that period of time when I needed to take care of so many things that is not related to me, my sins, my messed- up-ness, my tiredness, depressiveness, my past in TAMC, in Melaka, and etc. Not that I should forget them and totally ignore their role in my life. But not to hold on to them in such an obsessive way, that I couldn't let go and keep clinging on to them. Becoming like my idols. But there is always different seasons of life. Time when I will become a youth leader, a pianist, s student, a worker, a foreigner, a local, a friend, bad in results, excel in everything, etc. Above all things, I still need to strain towards what is ahead to win the prize in Jesus.Expecting Jesus himself as our reward. awaiting him. In everything, Jesus is our joy, our portion, and reward. Remember we are citizens of heaven, and just a pilgrim here. don't live with such a small ambition as to gain the world and all that is in it. Lord please keep shaping my mind! Help me to let go of the pass, and strain forward, taking you as my reward and goal which I am attaining!
