OKay I am so very sure that my life is not as terrible as Paul. I am just too fragile a flower, too weak a soldier of God. but yes, in my maximum capacity I feel really weak now. I feel like letting go of everything because I don't think that my heart even has the strength to pull through. But God is faithful; for the first time, He opens up my my eyes to see the wonderful truth: " 'My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.' Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ's power may rest on me." It speaks right into my situation. If I want to experience Christ's power, this is the right time, here and now.

Today I believe by faith that God's grace is sufficient for me. I can boast that I am weak now, because at the same time, I can say that God's power is make perfect in me now, because when I am weak, THEN I am strong. Once again, Paul reminded me that Christ's followers are not people without emotional stress, as if one believe in Christ and should be joyful and peaceful all the time. It's just that vs 8, For we cannot do anything against the truth, but only for the truth. It's because Jesus is the only truth, it will be stupid to live for lies, or in lies. Besides serving Jesus, the truth and the life, we are serving empty lies, and any person who has wisdom wouldn't want to serve or live in lies. vs 5 Christ is in me, unless i have failed the test. Unless I am not in the faith. Have i failed the test? No- because I believe in Jesus. Is Christ in me? Yes, because I have not failed the test.

2 Corinthians 12:8, 2 Corinthians 12:9, 2 Corinthians 12:10, 2 Corinthians 12:20, 2 Corinthians 13:5 and 2 Corinthians 13:8