During the most trying time of my life, I am so thankful to have people around me who love and care about me. These are people I can go to and talk about my problems and situations - for that I am very grateful, but at the end of the day, I can only TRULY "pour out my complaints before Him and tell Him all my troubles".
God is the only one who knows each and every trial, to the smallest, most minute detail. For so long, God has been the only one I could go to and tell my troubles to. He was the only one who knew exactly what I was going through and am still going through. Without Him and the faith in knowing that He truly hears me when I pray, there is no way I could have made it this far. He is the only one who has heard my cries, seen my tears, and listened to my heart when I could not verbalize what I truly wanted to say.
Lord, you have truly been my place of refuge in a world of chaos and lies. I finally realize that You are all I really want in life. I want you over anyone or anything, because without you, there is no me.

Psalm 142:2 and Psalm 142:5