He Cheated. I Have No Friends, Where Do I Turn?

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Give me advice. I put NOTHING before GOD. I declared him my SOULmate. I trusted everything about him. We made a family. He proposed. I said yes. I found out he cheated. Where do I turn? I gave myself away. Unyielding. Constant. Unconditional. Faithfully. Trusting. With all of these giving qualities I've still been deceived. How do I begin to trust again? I gave it ALL to GOD. Still deceived by flesh. I rid myself of unpure thoughts. The cause of deciet surfaces again. I gave it ALL to GOD. I pray and patiently observe. Circumstance still remain. I've forgiven him for cheating. I still hear unknown whispers that are not devoted to my soul. I am being still waiting on GOD's answer. I won't move or act before it's time. I FEAR GOD ONLY. I will accept a answer of NO. I NEED to regain my FOCUS. LIFE is being overlooked, goals thrown to the side, no motivation.

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