I can't trust me

I'm struggling.
Struggling with just believing God has a plan for my life. Now I know that He has... But I'm struggling anyways!

Lord , hear my prayer; listen to my cry for mercy. Answer me because you are loyal and good. (Psalms 143:1 NCV)

I know better. I know you're probably disappointed in me.

Don’t judge me, your servant, because no one alive is right before you. (Psalms 143:2 NCV)

I am listening to lies! I'm allowing the enemy to corner me!

My enemies are chasing me; they crushed me to the ground. They made me live in darkness like those long dead. (Psalms 143:3 NCV)

I feel so fearful right now!

I am afraid; my courage is gone. (Psalms 143:4 NCV)

I feel weak!

Lord, answer me quickly, because I am getting weak. Don’t turn away from me, or I will be like those who are dead. (Psalms 143:7 NCV)

I don't know what to do, I need direction.

Tell me in the morning about your love, because I trust you. Show me what I should do, because my prayers go up to you. (Psalms 143:8 NCV)

You spoke to me early this morning as I read Your Word, but I still need you to show me! I feel I am so emotionally up and down today! I NEED level ground!

Teach me to do what you want, because you are my God. Let your good Spirit lead me on level ground. (Psalms 143:10 NCV)

Let my life be an example, not a hindrance to others!

Lord, let me live so people will praise you. In your goodness save me from my troubles. (Psalms 143:11 NCV)

I'm trusting You! Cause I sure can't trust me!

Lord, save me from my enemies; I hide in you.
In your love defeat my enemies. Destroy all those who trouble me, because I am your servant.
(Psalms 143:9, 12 NCV)

Amen

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