don't change me ,God

When I was in my teens the song " I am the potter and you the clay " was so comforting to me. I wanted change to happen me. I didn't like who I was . I was shy and gripped by fear. God was faithful . It is true His love cast out all fear. However, now I want to be done. I have the see the evil in my own heart and how I need to change and usually it isn't easy. I realize some very awful thing I have been doing. I am unkind to my husband. I am not patient with my kids. I am prideful.
More then that God is sovereign and he is so far beyond us , and as He moves and does things soveriegnly make a pot into another pot I don't see the reasons, and I can't see the reasons.

Created 3 months ago