chronological plan day 240
so the first few chapters of Ezekial 1 through 4 I got so fascinated by the strangeness of the things he was asking Ezekiel to do, but now I see the message. The prophets have just a jarring effect on me as I see the destruction of God's people . The American church is so grace and love focused, and God is love, but he is just and jealous. When ever I read " I am a jealous God" It frigtened because all I see was his anger, but then I thought of my husband. I am glad he is jealous for me. He would not allow a guy to flirt with me. He would not allow a guy to hit on me. I wouldn't either. My husband is my first love, and I would be hurt if he didn't care if I had intimate relationship with males. I want him to want my love as his own. And I saw the beauty in jealousy. I want God to want me for his own. I want to be His only love and he wants that from me
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