Depressed, Stressed, and Tired!

Today I cry from all of the built up anger inside me. Everything came out like a flood and I couldn't stop. Jobless, Alone, Bills piling up, I feel like I'm stuck in the middle of the ocean with no land insight my spirit is getting tired from trying to stay afloat and I'm starting to go under.... Lord knows I pray all day but it seems that none of my prayers get answered, but as soon as I pray for others there blessings come right through. I'm always reading the bible, looking for understanding and wisdom. I try to treat people good but seem to get burned on that end too.... I talk to my father I have found a relationship with my father, but sometimes I just feel that the Lord doesn't here me. I wonder if I'm doing something wrong. I don't always want to walk around with this heavy feeling I feel like I have the weight of the world on my shoulders. So I just ask the Lord to please remember me, please don't leave me here to drown, because I am so tired Lord.. I'm so so tired! This has been a hard year a very crazy year and maybe this is my "JOB MOMENT" but lord I'm gonna keep praising your name.... I'm gonna always seek you 1st. I never put anyone before you. I know I am your child and I am so sorry that I'm having a pity party today and tried to be strong but I burst like a dam before you I felt embarrassed I shouldn't have felt that way and I know you saw it coming before I did. They say where there are 2 or 3 touching and agreeing, so shall I be in the midst.... So please pray for me that I make it through this storm.... Pray that I don't give up and that the Lord answers my prayers!!!!

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