Revelation

I was thinking this morning about my relationship with God and my life. There's something on the inside of me that wants to rise up and conquer things that I've been struggling with. I want to move to a higher place in God, but I realize that it won't happen until I learn to take authority over what I've been dealing with (ie: Loneliness, temptation, flesh, etc). I've been allowing my flesh to have too much control and it's gotta die. I mean, there are things that I've defeated, but there are more things I gotta defeat. Even as I'm texting you, I feel this really strong urge in my spirit. I know I gotta rise up from this mess and speak God's word over my life. I am beginning to see how weak I am and that I need God in everything. I realize that I have to depend on God for everything, even life itself. I see that I've been caught up in myself much to long and it's time to rise above that mess and forsake what I want feel or desire and walk in God's Way and pursue things of Him and not myself. I realize it's not even about me or what I want. It's not about my feelings or emotions or even needs, it's about fulfilling God's desires.

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