Sometimes I wanna give up!
I have been hurt so much and so many times that I just want to give up! I want to give up on my dreams my goals and my love.... Sometimes it feels like I'm not going to make it any further, the burden wears me down, the same burden that I was supposed to give to God but time after time I have taken it back to try and work on it myself! But at those times that I feel like kicking, screaming, and crying, the Lord tells me to keep on going and don't give up!
Even on those mornings that I don't have the energy to even get out of bed, he says get up. Those days when my mind has me on an emotional roller coaster and the enemy has beat me up so badly, the Lord says keep going. I find that my strength is renewed everyday through he whom loves me unconditionally! He wants me to succeed and I want to make him proud. But this is one of the hardest hurdles that I have ever had to cross and it's been a very painful road for. So I would like to thank God for being my motivator, my counselor, my father and my friend. He has brought me a mighty long ways over this past year and I thank him for stepping in when he did.
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