A Walk With Christ

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This journey that I'm on with Christ is the hardest thing that I've ever done. There are times when I want to give up, yell, and say I don't believe in you anymore. But then He shows up in my life and reminds me of His unfailing love. The hardest thing is accepting His timing. All too often we want things ASAP and when we don't receive them we look to God and blame Him for not giving us what we want. We forget that He was the one that brought us through to this place that we're at now. We start to doubt and not want to believe. But it's not that easy. I realize that I can't just sit here and say I don't believe in Him anymore and everything is false. And that is because He is with us and inside us. He is working in us and He changed our lives. We may not think He did, but He did. That's why we feel guilty for the sins we have committed because He changed our hearts to be more shaped like His. We're not perfect and He understands that and still loves us for us. Relationships are NOT easy. And my relationship with Christ isn't. I can admit that. But it's worth it! Any relationship worth having is going to be difficult. Like marriages and friendships. But I feel like the moment I got saved was when I decided I was going to walk with Christ. And His work inside of me is helping me to continue to walk with Him. God knows were going to doubt, but if we just continue to keep the Faith and just surrender everything to Him, it will get better. Thank you Lord for saving me and shaping me into the woman you want me to be. Help with my doubts and when I look at everything I don't have help me to appreciate all the things you have done for me and already have given me. You are a great God and I am so happy that you will never leave my side. Thank you so so much. In Jesus' name I pray, amen. <3

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