From the ashes we will rise.
The whole proverbs 5 to the end from here is actually what my story is about. And Proverbs 4:12, but the bible doesnt say it in english as it does in afrikaans. N driedubbele tou breek nie. Marriage is like a triangle. At the top is God. At the bottom 2 cornes are husband and wife. The closer each one gets to God, the closer they are together, the more intimate the marriage, the more the love for each other. Thats what i couldnt grasp. I was so caught up in my depression that i lost my focus on God. Eventually my infiddlity an drinking brought us to the brink of total destruction. She left. Now, after six months of seperation, having cleared my head and gotten my depression under control, and having filed for divorce, I want her back. But the damage done to her is so great, most men in my position would just walk away. So why am i writing this? For those men out there in my position readimg this, I want to say: We are men called by God, man up, take the punches, keep your heart focused on God. Ask for what you want back, but say thanks at the same time. Dont rush, dont force. Just let God take control, and let Him lead you, He knows the way. Jesus promised us that anyting we ask in the His name, He will give. But whatever you do, DONT DOUBT, JUST DONT. In this world we will have trouble, but take heart, for He has conquered death.
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