I have not been on here in a few days. thought I could get away from doing my devotions for a few days and not be affected, boy was I wrong!
The thought pattern I have had has been nothing but of fear and apprehension all weekend long. I know from where it originated and did not realize until this morning when i did my devos. I missed church on Sunday and that did not help much.
I am struggling with control. I struggle to surrender everything because I do not know how to do it. I have been doing things on my own for so many years that i do not know the meaning of it. What would it mean, feel like of just total surrender to God. Who I am I to know?
Pray: Lord, I truly want to be aware of the mind of Christ in my life, and I want to be aware of it every minute of my waking day. Help me to open myself only to know Your will and to push away the old mindsets, the thinking that will lead me down the wrong path. I ask this through Jesus Christ. Amen.
From the book Battlefield of the Mind Devotional by Joyce Meyer. Copyright © 2005 by Joyce Meyer.