This whole chapter spoke to me tonight..i was the victim of a rape 10 years ago and another about 14 mo ago. i have begun the slow lengthly process of healing from those experiences..i have so much guilt its unreal not only for the event itself but for my actions after each event. the part when david says when i kept it al in there was so much pressure and the juices of my life dried up thats exactly how it is keeping this all in for so many years..i became emotionally and spiritually numb, dead. I love when he says when i let it all out to God the preassure releasesd and the guilt was gone. I pray that i can reach the point of self forgiveness and can let God release all my guilt, i know he has forgiven me for my actions i just have to learn to forgive myself.
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