What to do

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I am so bored I go to work and home everyday when it comes to weekend I do my house chores that I can't do during the week and I am so tired I am getting older don't have any friends I stay in the house all the time the only time I go out is when I have to go to shops I don't know what to do I spend my time reading the bible and reading the notes on my phone. Its been 3 months now that I didn't touch a drink and today I have this urge to just buy me something and drink to forget all my problems but I promised God that I would never drink again and I can't go back on mt word I am financially embarrassed I am trying to get out of all this but every where I go and ask for help there is no answer I have prayed and prayed but nothing is coming my way do I give in or do I just have patience what can I do to keep myself busy instead of thinking how drunk I can get its on my mind all the time what should I do please help me Lord show some light give me guidance I ask in Jesus name Amen

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