I feel like I am in a rut. Doing the same thing over and over and not getting anywhere. This was happening even mom died and I am just tired of telling me the same thing over and over. I don't want to hear it anymore. I am tired and want something more like a craving that will not go away. I am like a elephant that travel miles and miles in search of water. I am that desperate. I'm not drowning just very thirsty for more than this life has to offer.

I need to drown in your love. I want to be attractive to you. I need for you to be my everything. ButI feel so ugly inside because of my sin. Help me feel whole again.

Love ,

Me

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