So hard to do. People who should love me hurt and I have always had a hard time accepting they won't change.
And then what about my cousins murderer? Am I really expected to forgive him? I know the answer... It just hurts even thinking about forgiving this man. Losing my cousin has made me ache so bad because I lost something I never had and now I don't have again... But I will give all I have to try and forgive this person.
And everyone I have blocked out my memory I am trying to forgive as well. Ugh forgiveness is tough to over come. But I believe that is why the enemy feeds on it.
Created 9 months ago