ashamed at myself.
I did not lie. But I did not tell the whole truth. And now I have lost the very one thing I prayed for most. I disobeyed God by not coming clean as soon as he asked. I waited out of fear. Instead of trusting God. And he was taken away the very thing I longed for. And that's what I get. Lord please forgive me. I should have trusted you. I have now learned my lesson. I should have told him I got raped. I should've told him. Now he's gone. God please forgive me for hurting him I should've listened I should've told him.
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