Knock Knock Knock!
I stand at the door and knock. Does He just knock once and then depart? It appears to me that He stands there and keeps knocking...and to whom does he beckon with His knockings...but to sinners such as I. Even sinners who are to know better...such as I. Do i hear His voice? Is it His voice that knocks upon the doors of my soul beckoning a response? Is it His Word spoken, that i am familiar with being a child of His, that calls to me though distantly sometimes because of the hardness of my heart! The softer the door the louder the knock! The harder and harder and more sturdy and thick the door...and the knock is duller and duller! O God help my thick heard and head to hear the ever present knock of your Word...you voice to me a sick sinner. How marvelous that you desire to come into me and to dine with me...to feed me to eat with me...to commune with me...to satisfy me and commune with me! Help my weak hands and feeble mind and will to open the door and let you inside again! Forgive me Father for keeping your Son at bay while i play the fool and harlot with other gods! Come and eat with me - clean me - purify me...
Let's have intimacy again...where i am ok with you "into me seeing" I know you see - let me not be ashamed when you come and knock as you ever persistently do!
I love you for knocking and knocking! Please help me to open the door and keep it open in Jesus Mighty Name! Amen
Created 12 months ago
