Faith, do I have enough?

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First verse tells us how the Lord wants us to treat each other. I have to be honest I have never been an eagle scout or Mr. Goodytoshoes. I have actually always been more of a bully, but that was before I found Christ. Since then, I have asked Christ to be the Saviour of my life, I have searched for him through testimony and scriptures, and I believe I have knocked on his door to let me in. Matthew 7:8 promises us that if we do these things we will receive when we ask, find when we search, and thanks to the almighty he has answered the door personally. Through this I believe I want to make the change needed to produce good fruit and I don't want to be a false testimony for anybody in this world. For the day will come when I face judgement, and I would not want to here God telling me, "I will have nothing to do with you! Get out of my sight, you evil person!" Matt 7:23
Lord, I am not worthy to be in the same place as you are, I know I am a sinner, and I want to repent and change those ways, but I now I am unable to do so without your help, Lord. I want to have the faith in you the Soldier had when he said to only say the words and it will happen, and the Faith that Abraham, Isaac, and Jacob had in you as well. As a descendant of theirs I know the promise is still there for me today, but I need your help in claiming that promise. I want to be obedient so that I will have your blessing just as Abraham, Isaac, and Jacob had it. Please Lord help me in this situation. I also want to pray for my family and friends that every last one of them have a great night and a beautiful morning. May I rise and fall everyday with you on my mind. Thank you Lord for being there for me, and I wish to be able to be there for you also. In your beautiful name Jesus Christ. Amen

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