This Feeling


Lord, You have showed in the past in my experiences, even through scripture that, yeah, you will never leave me nor forsake me. I even know for sure that I don't need to be afraid and I know that You are my Savior and I have even felt the assurance of Your word that You have called me by my name and I am Yours.

But why is there that feeling at times that I everything in my life is screwed up.

It's not more of me asking these questions why, why for my family, and why for my own personal problems.

But it's more of, though I know for a fact that there is hope, I know that You will always be there for us, I get this distressed feeling, a hopeless trigger in my will, causing me not to do anything: anything around, anything for anybody, anything for You. I know that at times that I sin and then I ask for forgiveness, I feel that I'm in a situation of hopelessness, anxiety because of the guilt created by sin though I know I am forgiven.

I can even conclude Lord that this is just a feeling, I need to believe in faith, which I do.

These following chapters 43-45 are just awesome reminders of who You are and what You can do. But I just want to feel that everything is going to be alright. I just want to have that secured feeling. I'm even reminded of this song, WRAP ME IN YOUR ARMS.

There is a God who loves me
Who wraps me in His arms
And that is the place where I'm changed
And that's where I belong

[Chorus]
Take me to that place Lord
To that secret place where
I can be with You
You can make me like You
Wrap me in Your arms
Wrap me in Your arms
Wrap me in your arms

Father, Lord I just want to be wrapped in your arms. I just want to be with You. I just want You. Lord nothing else, not even my future, not even Your plan for me, I just want You.


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