The love of God.

• Jeremiah 31:3 (ASV)

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First of all... I have to say that my english is bad, but I hope that you can understand the things I write.

I like this verse in the Bible so much, because it is the Word of God that He spoke and still speaks to me, everytime I am in trouble, sorrow or pain. The whole chapter is so beautifull, because Jeremia speaks about the healing of Israël, but also about my healing.
I still cann't understand that God loves me. I've done everything to go away from God and His Word. I knew that God exist, but He was nothing for me. I wasn't interested and did so many things that gave Him pain. I drunk the sin like water.
But than He said to me: Why do you do this awfull things, Yea, I have loved thee with an everlasting love. It broke my heart. I then suddenly realised what I did.
And now I can get back all the times in my live to this chapter and read again about Gods love for me.
When I fall into sin He says: I have loved thee with an everlasting love. Without begin and for ever.
When I am in pain He says: I have loved thee with an everlasting love. I know your pain, Give it to Me.
When I am in sorrow He says: I have loved thee with an everlasting love. I know what is the best for you.

It's so unbelievable that He loves me. When I take a look at myself.... I have to say: Oh Lord, can You still love me? Can you still love me with all my sin, all my doubts. And then this word:

Yea, I have loved thee with an everlasting love: therefore with lovingkindness have I drawn thee.
4 Again will I build thee, and thou shalt be built,

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