Be Strong & Courageous
Have I not commanded you? Be strong and courageous. Do not be terrified; do not be discouraged, for the LORD your God will be with you wherever you go
Weak... Check! Terrified... Check! Discouraged... Check!
Orders to Offett AFB, Nebraska... why? I can give 101 reasons as to why I don't want to go to corn-field Nebraska... but I can only give you one reason as to why I do want to go... and that is because that's where God wants me to go. When I saw an email pop up and I read the words... Congratulations... sincere best wishes for your assignment selection... rest of it was a blur... I didnt even care to read the rest of the email. I frantically started clicking on all the attachments trying to see where I was going... and when I saw Nebraska.. I locked my computer immediately, stepped outside and cried until I couldn't really cry anymore.
I just moved into my new town house... finally unpacked everything and I'm settled... and now I need to start packing again because I need to be at my new job in March.. *sigh* I'm really not ready to move... As much as I do not like living in Montgomery... I'd rather be here than there. Starting over always scares me. Meeting new people, learning my way around.. learning a new job... It wouldnt be so bad if I had a family to move around with instead of doing things on my own. I really don't want to go.. and every time I think about it.. I want to sit down and cry.. and every time I feel like crying... I grab something to read and remind myself everything happens for a reason. This is part of His plan.. Although I may feel like I'm alone, I know he is with me whereever I may go...
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