april 5th


3 Some men came, bringing to him a paralytic, carried by four of them.4 Since they could not get him to Jesus because of the crowd, they made an opening in the roof above Jesus and, after digging through it, lowered the mat the paralyzed man was lying on.

i reread this a few times, and i realized i was smiling. the love people have for people amazes me. i struggle to find it in my heart to love on others. the easter service was about love, and it amazes me who much love people have for those around them. to experience that love for god and for others through god is really a beautiful thing. it makes me almost emotional and envious. i want to love like this. i have so much oppurtunity to love people but i dont take full advantage of it like i should. i really really REALLY want to work on it. i can think of one situation right now that i could change, and im going to. i feel like im making good choices in my life again finally. this weekend has been a good one for me, i have a lot to think about and pray about. im excited :)


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