Cockscomb connection
I can't believe its been two months since my last post. Its weird that it took a fight with an acquittance, stress over a mid-term, and a desperate need for alone time for me to realize that something had to give.
During my trekking about Tokyo, I finally bought a plant I had been staring at for at least a week. I didn't know at first what kind of plant it was, let alone why I was so attracted to this plant. It would be the next day when I'd find out what kind of plant it is.
This plant is known commonly as Cockscomb and I hadn't see this plant before. The more I stared at the plant the more I wondered what the symbolism behind it is. Turns out one of things it symbolizes is that of uncomplicated affection. That's when I realized that is what I need the most. I need a relationship that lacks rigid conditions, double standards, and the ilk.
When I found this out tears came to my eyes. I never knew I could react in such a way. God has a funny way of sending reminders.
Am I still trying figure things out? Yes. Have I let things slide? Oh, yes indeed. All I can do is dust myself off and get back on the horse but I am very grateful for such a beautiful reminder.
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