Being tired of ministry

In Jeremiah chapter 20 and 45 we have two accounts of ministers who are tired of their ministry and disappointed of the results. Both Jeremiah and Baruch complain about sorrows, restlessness and pain. "I am worn out with groaning and find no rest."

I think in each ministers life there is a point where we are frustrated and tired. In Jeremiahs case, this was caused by the lack of fruit and by the daily insults against him. He had to preach a strong message, but the people did not listen and rather mocked him than to repent. How disappointing is that? When we come to a point like this in our fruit centered society, then we are likely to give up and to do something else. Jeremiah began questioning the will of God: "You have overpowered me".

But Jeremiah contemplated and decided to continue. Why that? A slap on the shoulder by a good friend? No, the fire came from inside. "His word is in my heart like a fire." Even though the circumstances were more than tough and disappointing, he felt a certain passion and compulsion to keep on and to be obedient.

Baruch did not seem to have that burning fire. He started his ministry and was disillusioned by the results. "He seeked great things". There was no power in himself to stand up. God himself had to correct him, showing him his power and making him humble.

There are many people with great ideas for ministries, there are young and fresh Christians wanting to conquer the world. That's not bad. We need firm and passionate Christians more than ever.
But aside of our ambitions we need to look at our motivation. Am I just seeking great things for myself? Is God's power / fire my driving force in ministering to others? Or is it just for the sake of doing things? These questions are essential when it comes to endure hard times and to continue as a servant of God. Then those who are actually called, who have the right motivation and the right power in them are more likely to keep going.

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