Allowing God To Heal...

2011 was a very very trying year. It was like every single thing that could happen to me did happen... And everything that I tried to do to correct it failed...

I'm still trying to figure out where I went wrong but one thing I do know is that God stepped in the 1st part of the 2011 and started preparing me for what was ahead. He laid a spiritual foundation that kept me from going insane. I thought some days that I was going to lose my mind like I wasn't worth being called a child of God.

But I had to fight, I had to fight the enemy, I had to fight man and I had to fight temptations!! By the time the end of 2011 came I was so spiritually beat up and mentally drained that didn't even want go outside anymore.... I had to pray! Sometimes I would sit in my room all day and pray sometimes I would pray so long that I couldn't even hear myself pray I just felt my lips moving all the hurt and the pain came running out of me and God asked me if I trusted him? I said yes. He said stop and let me heal you. He told me that I was his and to stop complaining, and to stop thinking bad thoughts and stop allowing the enemy to play with my emotions and stop satan dead in his tracks through the power of the blood of Jesus...

So for the next 2 weeks I'm not complaining I will wake up every morning and thank God for everything. No matter how bad my day goes, no matter how sick I am, no matter what the enemy tries to plant in my head I'm asking God to protect me and to see me through it all... The Lord has not let me down yet and I know that he keeps his word....
Through this whole process God was showing me to lean on him ONLY for everything. Trust him ONLY through everything, and Pray to him about EVERYTHING and not to lean on man for ANYTHING..... God has something VERY special for me he has something so special and a blessings so big that I can't begin to imagine the things that he has for my life....
I'm still going through Gods healing process and he is opening my eyes to a lot of things new dreams and Ideas on a path that I had been praying about. And I am praising God and thanking him through whatever I go through and am going through....... I'm serving the Lord to the best of my ability and he will make me shine like a light... I will tell YOU my testimonies, my triumphs and my victories. I want you to know that the Lord is real and he is a healer he is a protector and I will Praise his holy name through it all... I have work to do in Jesus name, I will not allow Jesus's blood to be wasted for nothing he will work in me through me and all around me. He is me and I am him. As my breakthroughs come I will share my story! #JustWatch!

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